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Welcome to the Super Awesome world! I is a precious girl. Make me comfortable with you and you will treaten the same. Let me know if you love me xoxo PMR victims.Sweetheart mine. Done read, Done to keep secret. Do you ?
: Afif Izzati, 20 Disember 1998, Islam.
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NOT THAT BRAVE
written on Friday 2 August 2013 @ 00:49 β
Brave or No ? Ready or No ? Want it or No ? Serious or no....there's so much thing held in my head, flying round and round, I can't stop. I can't ever stop it. Even a minute. Questions are why and what ? Why always like this? What should I do to stop it ? Am I really wanted to stop it ? No. I don't. Shame on me. I cant let it away, while the bug can just remove it easily. I'm not brave so I shut. I'm not ready cause there's no starting point or mybe there is a starting point but I can't see it. Yes I want it, but did the thing want and need me too? . What can I do are just pray and asked Him to show me the right path. Waiting it didn't make me hurt/break/sick/weak as the thing still put me in his heart. No simple thing I can say, its my complicated words, I'm not brave enough to say it clearly. Ya Allah, remove it, if it is not belong to me but please let it stay if it is belong to me. Kepadamu ku berserah, sesungguhnya kau Maha Bijaksana dalam menentukan takdir ku.
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NOT THAT BRAVE
written on Friday 2 August 2013 @ 00:49 β
Brave or No ? Ready or No ? Want it or No ? Serious or no....there's so much thing held in my head, flying round and round, I can't stop. I can't ever stop it. Even a minute. Questions are why and what ? Why always like this? What should I do to stop it ? Am I really wanted to stop it ? No. I don't. Shame on me. I cant let it away, while the bug can just remove it easily. I'm not brave so I shut. I'm not ready cause there's no starting point or mybe there is a starting point but I can't see it. Yes I want it, but did the thing want and need me too? . What can I do are just pray and asked Him to show me the right path. Waiting it didn't make me hurt/break/sick/weak as the thing still put me in his heart. No simple thing I can say, its my complicated words, I'm not brave enough to say it clearly. Ya Allah, remove it, if it is not belong to me but please let it stay if it is belong to me. Kepadamu ku berserah, sesungguhnya kau Maha Bijaksana dalam menentukan takdir ku.
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Allah the Mighty
βTo put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.β
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there. I love Akif he's my prince charming and my sweetheart !
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