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bonjour ~ Welcome to the Super Awesome world! I is a precious girl. Make me comfortable with you and you will treaten the same. Let me know if you love me xoxo PMR victims.Sweetheart mine. Done read, Done to keep secret. Do you ? : Afif Izzati, 20 Disember 1998, Islam. + follow \| Email \| twitter \| recent update : Holiday Coming ! Sweetheart Love Means	SICK. PAIN. ENOUGH written on Friday 14 June 2013 @ 01:22 ✈ Hye and Assalamualaikum to muslim readers. How I am glad today to post something. Hmmm a really worst even bad day in my life had happen to me. Want to know what? Hmmmmmmm so fucking tired of crying and all the pains. I am sick for that .Too sickkkkkk. Why I just cant forget the past ? Why must I hurts person who loves me very much ?Why must I always make him down when he even always take care of my heart? Whyyy and whyy? Hmmmm I dont know what to do now . How could I through all this aloneee. I need my new life with new hopes and new motivation. I need him my akif, I need all his advices. I just can forget all the things that happened to us. Please dearself move on likes nothing happened and please forget all the stupid feelings ever!! Tt doesnt work at all. Hmmmmmm yeahhh need my akif now yes nowwwww pleaseeee! Just he can make me feels better and just he can listens to my problem. I miss you akif yess a lot :'( If I could see you the first thing that I would say is I just need your apology, dear yesss that what I need from you sweetheart. I know you are the best things that had happened in my life, no one can replace you even sometimes you always argue with me. Yeahhh with my past story you always get mad and I know that is my fault but please stop said that I still has feelings on my late crush. Please stop get mad of me when I just cant control myself when I miss him, I just cant but you know I always tried my best yeahh even I am crying now because of your selfish please understand that this is not easy. If I could change everythings then, I will be the person who is willing to do that. You dont know how much I force myself to stop thinks about him but please give me times to realize that I have you akif. Stop asking why I still do that and that when I has no answer for all those question. Seriously! If I has the answer when I am too hard to forget all the things I will tell you but there is no answer. I kept telling myself that you are worth for me even sometimes we always get fight because all the little things. I am sorry for all my faults from head to toe dear :( Always loves you more day by day SWEETHEART 0 comment[s] \| back to top	SICK. PAIN. ENOUGH written on Friday 14 June 2013 @ 01:22 ✈ Hye and Assalamualaikum to muslim readers. How I am glad today to post something. Hmmm a really worst even bad day in my life had happen to me. Want to know what? Hmmmmmmm so fucking tired of crying and all the pains. I am sick for that .Too sickkkkkk. Why I just cant forget the past ? Why must I hurts person who loves me very much ?Why must I always make him down when he even always take care of my heart? Whyyy and whyy? Hmmmm I dont know what to do now . How could I through all this aloneee. I need my new life with new hopes and new motivation. I need him my akif, I need all his advices. I just can forget all the things that happened to us. Please dearself move on likes nothing happened and please forget all the stupid feelings ever!! Tt doesnt work at all. Hmmmmmm yeahhh need my akif now yes nowwwww pleaseeee! Just he can make me feels better and just he can listens to my problem. I miss you akif yess a lot :'( If I could see you the first thing that I would say is I just need your apology, dear yesss that what I need from you sweetheart. I know you are the best things that had happened in my life, no one can replace you even sometimes you always argue with me. Yeahhh with my past story you always get mad and I know that is my fault but please stop said that I still has feelings on my late crush. Please stop get mad of me when I just cant control myself when I miss him, I just cant but you know I always tried my best yeahh even I am crying now because of your selfish please understand that this is not easy. If I could change everythings then, I will be the person who is willing to do that. You dont know how much I force myself to stop thinks about him but please give me times to realize that I have you akif. Stop asking why I still do that and that when I has no answer for all those question. Seriously! If I has the answer when I am too hard to forget all the things I will tell you but there is no answer. I kept telling myself that you are worth for me even sometimes we always get fight because all the little things. I am sorry for all my faults from head to toe dear :( Always loves you more day by day SWEETHEART 0 comment[s] \| back to top	Allah the Mighty “To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.” - James Allen Quotes Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me, what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts or at least we are getting there. I love Akif he's my prince charming and my sweetheart !

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bonjour ~ Welcome to the Super Awesome world! I is a precious girl. Make me comfortable with you and you will treaten the same. Let me know if you love me xoxo PMR victims.Sweetheart mine. Done read, Done to keep secret. Do you ? : Afif Izzati, 20 Disember 1998, Islam. + follow \| Email \| twitter \| recent update : Holiday Coming ! Sweetheart Love Means	SICK. PAIN. ENOUGH written on Friday 14 June 2013 @ 01:22 ✈ Hye and Assalamualaikum to muslim readers. How I am glad today to post something. Hmmm a really worst even bad day in my life had happen to me. Want to know what? Hmmmmmmm so fucking tired of crying and all the pains. I am sick for that .Too sickkkkkk. Why I just cant forget the past ? Why must I hurts person who loves me very much ?Why must I always make him down when he even always take care of my heart? Whyyy and whyy? Hmmmm I dont know what to do now . How could I through all this aloneee. I need my new life with new hopes and new motivation. I need him my akif, I need all his advices. I just can forget all the things that happened to us. Please dearself move on likes nothing happened and please forget all the stupid feelings ever!! Tt doesnt work at all. Hmmmmmm yeahhh need my akif now yes nowwwww pleaseeee! Just he can make me feels better and just he can listens to my problem. I miss you akif yess a lot :'( If I could see you the first thing that I would say is I just need your apology, dear yesss that what I need from you sweetheart. I know you are the best things that had happened in my life, no one can replace you even sometimes you always argue with me. Yeahhh with my past story you always get mad and I know that is my fault but please stop said that I still has feelings on my late crush. Please stop get mad of me when I just cant control myself when I miss him, I just cant but you know I always tried my best yeahh even I am crying now because of your selfish please understand that this is not easy. If I could change everythings then, I will be the person who is willing to do that. You dont know how much I force myself to stop thinks about him but please give me times to realize that I have you akif. Stop asking why I still do that and that when I has no answer for all those question. Seriously! If I has the answer when I am too hard to forget all the things I will tell you but there is no answer. I kept telling myself that you are worth for me even sometimes we always get fight because all the little things. I am sorry for all my faults from head to toe dear :( Always loves you more day by day SWEETHEART 0 comment[s] \| back to top	SICK. PAIN. ENOUGH written on Friday 14 June 2013 @ 01:22 ✈ Hye and Assalamualaikum to muslim readers. How I am glad today to post something. Hmmm a really worst even bad day in my life had happen to me. Want to know what? Hmmmmmmm so fucking tired of crying and all the pains. I am sick for that .Too sickkkkkk. Why I just cant forget the past ? Why must I hurts person who loves me very much ?Why must I always make him down when he even always take care of my heart? Whyyy and whyy? Hmmmm I dont know what to do now . How could I through all this aloneee. I need my new life with new hopes and new motivation. I need him my akif, I need all his advices. I just can forget all the things that happened to us. Please dearself move on likes nothing happened and please forget all the stupid feelings ever!! Tt doesnt work at all. Hmmmmmm yeahhh need my akif now yes nowwwww pleaseeee! Just he can make me feels better and just he can listens to my problem. I miss you akif yess a lot :'( If I could see you the first thing that I would say is I just need your apology, dear yesss that what I need from you sweetheart. I know you are the best things that had happened in my life, no one can replace you even sometimes you always argue with me. Yeahhh with my past story you always get mad and I know that is my fault but please stop said that I still has feelings on my late crush. Please stop get mad of me when I just cant control myself when I miss him, I just cant but you know I always tried my best yeahh even I am crying now because of your selfish please understand that this is not easy. If I could change everythings then, I will be the person who is willing to do that. You dont know how much I force myself to stop thinks about him but please give me times to realize that I have you akif. Stop asking why I still do that and that when I has no answer for all those question. Seriously! If I has the answer when I am too hard to forget all the things I will tell you but there is no answer. I kept telling myself that you are worth for me even sometimes we always get fight because all the little things. I am sorry for all my faults from head to toe dear :( Always loves you more day by day SWEETHEART 0 comment[s] \| back to top	Allah the Mighty “To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.” - James Allen Quotes Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me, what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts or at least we are getting there. I love Akif he's my prince charming and my sweetheart !

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