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: Afif Izzati, 20 Disember 1998, Islam.
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    Hyee readers! Such, a long time not update my blog. Actually I am so busy preparing my PMR. Huhhhhh. Not too late to wish all of muslim around the world welcome to month of ramadhan. During the ramadhan, my routine is quite different than usual because of I should focus more on study!! Oh damn, the PMR trial is just eight days from now! Just ONE WEEK onlyyyy. And my mid- year test is so terrible and worst! So, I must more concentrate in my class. Yeahh, I am always dreaming in my class until my teacher asked me (: Afif, are you dreaming ?:) Hahaha. I never sleep early after went to terawih. Always study, study and study until you die. Haha. Its pain actually this month. Tired of being down and upset by people who never understand us or feel what I am feel. Hmmm. But, keep your head up, keep your heart strong :) everything happened for a reason. Even sometimes I was tired of crying all the night but I know God has something better for me. Always trust with Him. I get sore eyes when I woke up in the early morning just for crying. Huhhh . In this month, I think I had never get my handphone from my dad :’( what a pity life. Hmmmmmm, and that’s mean I had no chance to text himmmm. So painful this life, sometimes! But, I always pray for our relationship :) Hihi. Got to go now. Need to pen-off, and will see you later pretty and handsome! Salam Ramadhan Al- Mubarak !

    Hyee readers! Such, a long time not update my blog. Actually I am so busy preparing my PMR. Huhhhhh. Not too late to wish all of muslim around the world welcome to month of ramadhan. During the ramadhan, my routine is quite different than usual because of I should focus more on study!! Oh damn, the PMR trial is just eight days from now! Just ONE WEEK onlyyyy. And my mid- year test is so terrible and worst! So, I must more concentrate in my class. Yeahh, I am always dreaming in my class until my teacher asked me (: Afif, are you dreaming ?:) Hahaha. I never sleep early after went to terawih. Always study, study and study until you die. Haha. Its pain actually this month. Tired of being down and upset by people who never understand us or feel what I am feel. Hmmm. But, keep your head up, keep your heart strong :) everything happened for a reason. Even sometimes I was tired of crying all the night but I know God has something better for me. Always trust with Him. I get sore eyes when I woke up in the early morning just for crying. Huhhh . In this month, I think I had never get my handphone from my dad :’( what a pity life. Hmmmmmm, and that’s mean I had no chance to text himmmm. So painful this life, sometimes! But, I always pray for our relationship :) Hihi. Got to go now. Need to pen-off, and will see you later pretty and handsome! Salam Ramadhan Al- Mubarak !

Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me, what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts or at least we are getting there. I love Akif he's my prince charming and my sweetheart !